Allah knows best!

Allah knows what the best is for us
So, why should we complain
We always want the sun shines
But, He knows there will be rain

We always want the laughter
And the moment of cheer
But our heart will lose their tenderness
If we never shed a tear…

Allah tests us often
With sufferings and with sorrows
He tests us not to punish us
But to help us meet tomorrow

Allah tests us often
And every pain he gives to us
Provide us with patience
Is followed by rich gain
So, whenever we feel down
And we feel that everything is going wrong
It is just Allah’s way
To make our spirit strong

My friend,
Remember this…
Allah knows best!

ada band : Nyawa Hidupku

angin malam berhembus
lirih dingin menyapa
coba merasakan
semilir kehadiranmu

Tuhan kutanya cinta
kemana arah dan tujuannya
bila memang berpisah
mengapa maut yg pisahkan

aku memujimu hingga jauh
terdengar syahdu ke angkasa
rintihan hatiku memanggilmu
dapatkah kau mendengar
nyawa hidupku

runtuh jiwa ragaku
hancur berkeping-keping
tangan dan kaki tiada
berpijak di bumi lagi

kau menelanjangi diriku selalu
lewat indahnya peluk kasih
merangkul kalbu yg membelenggu
dan kini tinggalkanku

Internationalization to Singapore #Day 1

09 Des~

2300 - Departed frm Cendana RC
2330 - Departed frm Cemara-Akasia RC

10 Des~
0100 - 0146 - @ ayer keroh RnR
0500 - arrived @ Masjid Sultan Abu Bakr,JB
0700 - having bfast @ Larkin Bus Terminal
0850 - taking another Bus to causeway~
1000 - 1100 - passport + customs inspection
1130 - arrived @ Summmmmmers Tavern, Carpenters St~

next?? haha...wait 4 nx uploading^^

Result:Part 3/2007

++owh,my! ive tried and listed below is my result for last sem..hmm..hope i can do better nx sem (perhaps?)


BEL420 REPORT WRITING A

BMD401 MANDARIN LANGUAGE I A-

EDU550 EDUCATIONAL PSYCHOLOGY B-

HBU111 NATIONAL KESATRIA I B-

TSL480 ORAL COMMUNICATION B+

TSL485 APPLIED PHONETICS AND PHONOLOGY C+

TSL520 TEACHING ENGLISH THROUGH DRAMA A-


GPA: 3.17
CGPA: 3.4

~gosh..da moment i saw '3.4', i suddenly become highly motivated+spirited to try harder nx sem. too many things to do at one time and FM are the X-factors that has badly affecting myself..hoi!!! wake up!!! it's no longer honeymoon year!!! hmm...no more hard luck, it's just LAZY!!

::08 des::
sect18,s.alam

REJECTED Proposal

P/s: Reject = turn down,

snub, discard, throw out, repulse,

or do not accept the existence of someone and something in life

I have been working hard for the last two years

And the most important proposal of mine has been rejected

By my fierce looking kind-hearted editor.

I’d love to see her gets angry

As her growl is a smile, as her yell is a laugh.

She thought she has let me down, she felt sorry for that.

But I just turn back and walked slowly out of her Red room.

Though my face shows a smile, my heart still break into pieces

As this proposal is important, rejection is the end of everything

And rejection means I have to start all over again

Or I just can resign and work with another editor.

myRoom

Sunday 7, 2007

A day after being rejected

My word

I

God,

I’ve made my promise

I’ll let her go on with her life.

I don’t really understand

what is happening to us

Maybe we’re avoiding each other

Or it just that we’ve no chance

To put our eyes together

If I’m up here, you’ll be down there

If you’re inside here, I’ll be outside there.

II

God,

she might have made

The same promise too (for me)

When I see her with her man

I’d rather be delighted

Instead of being frustrated

Though face can lie

Though eyes can pretend

But sorry, my sacred heart can’t

III

God,

both of us know

We’re not meant for each other

So, I let go off my heart

With flow of blood it makes way

And my dam broke into pieces

Pouring down water in silence

TEC 2, UiTM Sec 17

Sept 28, 2007

Idle + mind = devils’ workshop

My job is not to think for you

As my brain is meant for me

You have yours to make use of

If not, just leave it to me.

I’m sure I can think better

But you guys will be greater.

As my head clink clunk alone

You have his, her, theirs and yours.

Then you will have plenty of thoughts

instead of one (or none).

You have to use your mind

Or it will become worthless

And if you never intellectually use it,

you have wasted His precious time.

Friend, I hope you will remember

That inactive, inoperative, unoccupied

and unused mind

is

the devils’ workshop

September 11, 2007

1408, Cendana RC

Merdekakah AKU?

Kebolehanku kian terbatas

Dek alpanya aku menurutiNya

Mencari cinta sejati di celahan

hati jutaan manusia lalai dan lupa

aku pasti aku takkan temui

walau sekelumit cuma

aku tak tahu apa yang terjadi

antara mudaku dan tuaku

kusangkakan mudaku bahagia

melagukan kebahagiaan tuaku

namun kini kelihatan seperti mimpi

aku tidak memiliki mudaku

hampir mustahil menghampiri tuaku

ku pernah bayangkan diriku

sehebat raja-raja di luar sana

yang sering melagukan pembangunan

yang selalu mendendangkan keamanan

tapi aku hanya sekadar hamba

dirantai kaki kanan ke kiri

digari tangan kanan ke kiri

agar melagukan pembangunan

dengan penuh kebencian

agar mendendangkan keamanan

yang tidak pernah kelihatan.

Mujurlah hidungku dicucuk tidak

Jika ya, lembu kerbaulah aku.

Merdekakah aku di tanah bertuah ini?

Jika aku dipaksa menurut segala?

Jika aku dikerah mengangkat senjata?

Jika aku dihantar meneroka ilmu luar negara?

Merdekalah aku

Semuanya tanggungjawabku

Kepada tanah tumpah darahku

Yang tercinta.

2 September 2007

Sunday

1/408, Cendana RC