I'm sitting in the middle of nowhere

I'm sitting in the middle of nowhere
but at the side of the road
looking at the starry skies
without even a moon
down to a nearby river
drink till dry
waiting till tomorrow
in the middle of night

karasaparma II

"pening.."
"apahal?"
"ntah..ntah.."
"pendekar tua berlagak muda"
"huh.."
"I have the beginning and the end.I have the first and the last.but, I have nothing in the middle..."
"apa tu?"
"true LOVE"

Chance for our schoolboys to face foreign teams in Cobra 10s

PETALING JAYA: The country’s young rugby talent will get a chance to lock horns with their foreign counterparts for the first time in the schools competition of the Cobra 10s invitational tournament, which will be played at the Petaling Jaya Stadium in Kelana Jaya from Sept 9-11.

The Combined Old Boys Rugby Association (Cobra) vice-president, Tommy Pereira, said that the Under-16 schools competition would have a team each from Britain, Singapore and Thailand.

“St Andrews of Singapore have accepted our invitation to compete in the tournament,” he said.

“The schools competition will have eight teams and we plan to stage a qualifying tournament to decide the five local schools in the fray.

“It should be exciting for the local schools this time. They will be exposed to a higher level of competition and also get the chance to see where they stand against the foreign sides.”

The schools competition, which was introduced last year, will be held on Sept 9 and the classification matches will be played simultaneously with the main event on Sept 10 and 11.

The eight schools who featured in the tournament last year were Sultan Abdul Hamid College, Malay College Kuala Kangsar, Royal Military College, Alam Shah School, SM Sains Selangor, SMK Sultan Sulaiman, Bukit Jalil Sports School (BJSS) and SM Tunku Jaafar. BJSS emerged as champions.

As for the main competition, the entries will remain at 16 teams and they will be fighting for the prize money of US$30,000 (RM114,000).

Samoa’s Marist St Joseph took home the title last year, crushing New Zealand Ponsonby 29-5 in the final.

The efforts to improve the standards of the rugby playing schools in the country are in line with Cobra’s long-term plan to help develop the game at grassroots level.

Cobra launched their nationwide three-year schools’ development programme this year with the England-based Penguins RFC providing the coaching expertise.

Their aim is to get teachers involved in the sport and the target is to have 360 of them as qualified Level 1 coaches at the end of the programme to train Under-15 players in schools nationwide.

Cobra will be inviting two schools for a rugby camp in Hulu Langat this weekend.

karasaparma I

"keliru?"
"kenapa? tak bleh ke?"
"biase la tuh"
"bukan selalu pun.."
"ni pasal perempuan la."
"abis tu? perempuan laa..."
"payah betul"
"kenapa lak?"
"aku takut tersilap langkah macam hari tu"
"yang dulu...anggap sebagai pelajaran pertama kau"
"huh...aku takut"
"TAKUT??"
"yer la..."
"jangan takut...hidup ni macam Laut.Ada pasang surut...kau tak boleh berada di kesenangan selamanya..adakalanya, kesusahan lebih beerti dan banyak mengajar kita"
"terima kasih, Otak"
"sama-sama, Hati"

Cinta~

Menapak jalan yang menjauh
tentukan arah yang kumau
tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa
yang membuat hati lara
Didekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta
tegarkan hatiku
tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
naluriku berkata
tak ingin terulang lagi
kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa
Aku junjung petuahmu
cintai dia yang mencintaiku
hatinya dulu berlayar
kini telah menepi
bukankah hidup kita
akhirnya harus bahagia

Cinta
biar saja ada
yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
bagaimanapun hidup
ini hanya cerita
cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
cinta..

~Melly feat. Kris Dayanti

cuti dah nak abess..

cuti dah nak abes. assignment x siap lagi. 12Nite x habis baca lagi. presentation utk Survey pun baru separuh jalan. huh...apa yang siap? hari jumaat dah nak balik.Seyh...ha ha tak tahu, keje x siap lagi. ada yang nak kena sekeh dengan mr Sudhagar nih.
apa2 hal pun, aku hepi masa cuti ni coz sempat join reunion sabtu lepas. huh...rindu giler nak jumpe korang. sampai gak hajat aku akhirnya...

p/s: ntah..ntah...

reunion..

Reunion 6 Bestari 1998
a.k.a BESTARIAN class of 98

Tarikh: 11 Jun 2005
Venue: 1. Hillcity Hotel, Ipoh.
2. Kinta City, Ipoh
Kehadiran: 15/30
~Ihsan, Amirul, Zahirah, Radin, Aswad, Hazwan, Izzati, Haizum, Aisyah, Intan, Azhwaa, Nadiah, Sarah Majidah, Sarah Shafawati, Farazila.

Reunion ini dirancang dalam masa 3 hari, namun masih berjaya dijalankan dengan jayanya. Semua yang dating ni sebab masih bercuti selepas menamatkan pengajian di matrikulasi dan sebagainya. Walaupun tak semua masih tinggal di Parit, kitorang masih dapat berjumpa hari ni. Ihsan dan Amirul tinggal di Batu Gajah; Zahirah, Radin (Ipoh); Sarah dua bersaudara (Manjung)…yang lain-lain tu je tinggal kat Parit yang indah permai ni. Seronok gler jumper korang sumer… study suksess..hehehe. Ihsan dh nak fly ke US; Radin nak buat Law; Aswad sambung Matrik die yg ter…; Nadiah kat UiTM Machang; Azhwaa kat UiTM Kuantan; Sarah , Zahirah n aku buat TESL…; Haizum, Izzati, dan Aishah tgh cuti lg pas m3x.huhu…sumer dah beso. Sumer dh berjaya dgn apa yang dikejar. Berubah? Mesti la ada. Takkan x berubah langsung, kan? Seronok..gelak-gelak. Citer pasal zaman darjah 6 yang penuh dgn unsur-unsur naivety. Banyak kenangan yang x dapat kiter lupakan…

~tempat ini banyak meninggalkan kenangan kita bersama. Takkan kita dapat lupakannya sampai bila-bila…

Kata-kata itu yang aku pegang setiap kali aku mengingati korang. Makan? Hehehe…bukan nak makan sangat pun aku kalau jumpe korang. Aku nak bergelak ketawa puas-puas. Nak dengar citer n gossip panas. aku datang sebab nak jumpe korang sumer. Lepas makan, kita ambik gambar sampai bateri digicam aku ‘kong’. Dapat gambar skek je. Bateri digicam Ihsan pun kong gak mcm aku punyer..terpaksa la simpan utk nx reunion, baru ambik gambar puas-puas..

Lepas makan, kena exercise, kan? Hehehe…senaman hari ni bertajuk…Bowling. Venue? Kinta City la.. 4 orang balik (tak join coz parents suruh balik awal..) Pegi sana naik 4 kereta; Radin, Amirul, Ihsan and Aswad. main punya main, x sedar dah lewat. Sumer menyerlahkan bakat terperap masing2 dengan melontar bola ke longkang yang disediakan di kiri dan kanan setiap lane. Amirul la juara coz die wakil Perak Tengah untuk SUPER III dalam acara Bowling. Yang lain tu, sekadar mengharap nasib je la. Strike? Heh sekali je. Aku pun 1st time main Bowling. Sumer pun pakat kongsi satu alasan yang sama.

Abis main bowling, ingat nak bantai Pizza lak. Tapi, girls dah nak balik. Takkan aku, Amirul dan Ihsan je nak makan, btul tak? So, acara tu kitorang KIV dulu…kalau free, kite kuar lagi, ek?
Hari kian tua…sumer pakat nak balik. Amirul akan organize nx reunion coz Ihsan akan fly dalam masa terdekat ni. Aku tumpang keta Aswad untuk balik. Hujan dan lagu Suratan atau kebetulan yang berkumandang di radio ketika itu menambahkan mood yang solemn hari tu. Sedih, gembira, dan semua perasaan bercampur baur di akhir pertemuan kitorang. Sumer berharap dapat datang pada nx reunion yang akan datang ntah biler. Aku cuma suggest kat diorang supaya nx reunion, kita buat masa Hari Raya Aidil Fitri.

P/s: jumpa lagi. Satu hari nanti. No tepon dah ada, forget me not :-)

Bawak pen selalu…

"Lonely"

Lonely
I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely

::akademi fantasia 3::

1st concert diorang mmg best. mcm dah pro je aku tgk. mcm bukan pelajar je. tahap best2 dah diorang nih. hmm...cuma macam biasa, nobody's perfect. tp, frankly speaking...mmg best giler. kagum aku dengan bakat yang diorang ada. jeles gak! haha...harap2 ada la member2 aku masuk menatang AF ni. bleh gelak sampai guling-guling.

"jangan balik lagi...kita ada show lagi lepas ni!"

itulah kata-kata M.Nasir yang telah menggamatkan keadaan Stadium Malawati Shah Alam sebentar tadi. Disangkakan pengumuman penyingkiran, rupa-rupanya kemasukan semula 2 calon pelajar AF3. I'm not one of the 'kipassusahmati' AF, but still I watch and enjoy it. What a TV show for, rite? Enjoy it-lah...jangan asyik duk tensen2 kan diri...watpe? hmm...esok pagi nak pegi Melaka plak..makan asam pedas la aku esok.huh! nak buat camne,kan? bak kata pelayar kebanggaan negara tuh, "I never complaint..." hmm...never complaint ek? kenape ek? ah...ngarut lak aku ni...jangan banyak bagi alasan dalam hidup coz itu bukan ciri orang yang berjaya. orang lemah mencari alasan, yang hebat mencari jawapan jika berlaku kesulitan.kalut yang menyebabkan kegagalan berpunca daripada diri sendiri. ingin mencari jawapan dalam kekalutan, akhirnya diri sendiri yang gagal...

~SM Methodist needs urgent repairs

SUNGAI SIPUT: SM Methodist here may be among the top three schools in the state but its facilities are in a deplorable state.
Parts of the 75-year-old school, the first English school here, need urgent repairs while furniture in the classrooms and teachers’ rooms have to be refurbished.
School principal Lee Hah said there are not enough classrooms for the single-session school's 728 students.
There are 22 classrooms but students in four classes have no permanent classrooms, he said.
“We need a new block to cater to the increasing number of students,” he told Works Minister Datuk Seri S. Samy Vellu, who visited the school recently.
“There is also a need to replace the computer laboratory, library, mathematics room and teachers’ room,” he added.
Lee said he hoped the Education Ministry would look into allocating funds to upgrade the school’s facilities.
“The school deserves to be given an allocation based on our good record in the UPSR and the SPM examinations,” he said.
He said SM Methodist was among the top three schools in the state, after the Malay College and SM Raja Perempuan Kalsom in Kuala Kangsar.
Samy Vellu pledged to help raise some RM500,000 needed for repairs.
“It is difficult to get an allocation from the Government as the school needs a lot of repairs.
“I will try get some of my friends to donate to the school so that urgent repairs like the chemistry laboratory, ceiling, roofing and toilets can be carried out as soon as possible,” he added.

The Star

Tuesday May 24, 2005

~Ombak

ombak bisa melagukan
puisinya untukku
sedang aku minum bayu
ombak bisa faham
aku sedang sunyi
aku sedang sepi
ombak bisa bertahan
sedang aku
goyah di gigi lautan
ombak
terima kasih
aku mendamba jawaban...

~Bukit Keluang Beach
~31st May 2005