maafkan saya, cikgu~

the dark side

once upon a time. in a freezing staffroom. with sweat all over my face...

"maafkan saya, cikgu."

"saya tak nak maafkan awak. lepas apa yang berlaku di dewan tempoh hari, saya tak akan maafkan awak."

"tapi cikgu, sedangkan Nabi Muhammad SAW ampunkan um..."

"tu nabi. saya bukan. saya manusia biasa. saya tak nak maafkan awak."

"tapi cikgu...saya betul-betul mintak maaf ni."

"..."

"saya betul-betul mintak maaf, cikgu."

"balik la dorm awak. saya tak nak maafkan awak. saya tak sangka awak akan cakap begitu sekali.balik la.saya tak akan maafkan awak."

"..." *sob*sob*

it ended there for that day. and i kept on trying to ask forgiveness from that particular teacher until my final day at koleq. i'm posting this not to show how bad the teacher was. neither wanna show how 'good' i was back then. it juz dat i wanna highlight the importance of maintaining a good relationship with teachers and beware of what u r saying coz sometimes it can affect others badly...

selamat hari guru, cikgu-cikgu

maafkan saya.