A friend and a special one

A friend and a special one

A friend and a special one
Should not ask another friend
To forget about the friendship
That has built.
A friend and a special one
Should not ask another friend
To stop thinking about the friendship
which is not as same as before.
A friend and a special one
Will always think about the friend
Will always love the friend
As long as the ship called friendship
Sailing freely at the wide-open blue sea.

+ salam ulang tahun +

as I turned 19,
I realize that
I must learn
how to use things
and love people
but not love things
and use people

~happy birthday to me...

~~A bystander

A bystander
stands to the wall of love
with a cap covers his head
with a glass covers his sight
He waits for the girl
He admires
He adores
He likes
(and he loves,
deeply and madly)

When she walks in front of him
He is thinking to call her
But he knows she will not reply
He knows she will not respond
He knows she even will not
turn her head

A bystander
living his own life
waiting for the true lover
to appear in his life
Even though he is quite sure
His love is not reciprocated
His love is not returned

A bystander
now,
sits behind the wall
(as he knows she will not going
to look at his face anymore).

12th October 2005
9.10 a.m
myClass

bad day... ;-(

harta abadi

aku punya harta sendiri
dari duit hasil titik peluh
yang bukan anak tani
dari duit hasil titik peluh
anak jati bangsa ini.

aku punya harta sendiri
dibeli bukan kerana riak
dibeli bukan untuk angkat diri
dibeli hanya kerana enggan merangkak
serta letih berjalan kaki.

aku punya harta sendiri
tapi harta ini telah dicuri
oleh bangsaku sendiri
tatkala purnama enggan muncul diri.


05102005
(hari motorsikal aku ilang...)

+ Life is Love +

Life
is
Miserable

when
love
is not
reciprocated

111005
outside the lib.

+ ah...i'm confuse... +

"say what you want to say today because tomorrow is one day late..."

day by day,
week by week,
I don't want to say
that I'm getting weak.

if one day I say,
that I'm really weak
perhaps you can stay
back at least for a week.

hope you can stay
back more than a week
so that I will pay
for the love you seek

I am going to pay
the love you seek
I am not going to play
afraid you will fall sick

my love leaks
my heart breaks
if what she says
is a part of plays

Multimedia Internet, KB
29/09/2005
5.40pm

+ i will go +

Am I too fast
Am I too slow,
to find a love
that never wants to show,
lack of experiences
makes my confidence low,
Methought of being more brave
so the feelings could blow,
my words stucked
they refused to blow,
if I fail this time,
I will go,
I will go.

20/9/2005
OBT Ldes

the importance of being earnest

it is important
to be earnest.

~9.55 a.m
~library