hitamputih | the Kuala Kangsar

galeri sultan azlan shah, Kuala kangsar. dah lama dah nak datang. tapi, masa je yang tak mengizinkan. mujur sempat membuat singgahan. dapatlah menatap wajah cucunda Sultan kesayangan. :-)

hitamputih | taiping ~Bandar Warisan

taiping|bandar warisan[restoran bismillah]
22.05.09

maaf kawan...

aku.2006

suatu petang di rumah aku.

"ko tau tak?"
"tak tau..."
"botak tau tak?"
"senyap macam air batu."
"sape yang tau?"
"hmm..."
"sape?"
"orang ini dan orang itu."
"ohh..tahulah aku."

maaf kawan. aku tidak mampu memberi pertolongan. jika itu yang kau harapkan. aku boleh memberi jawapan. tapi yang tiada kepastian.

maafkan saya, cikgu~

the dark side

once upon a time. in a freezing staffroom. with sweat all over my face...

"maafkan saya, cikgu."

"saya tak nak maafkan awak. lepas apa yang berlaku di dewan tempoh hari, saya tak akan maafkan awak."

"tapi cikgu, sedangkan Nabi Muhammad SAW ampunkan um..."

"tu nabi. saya bukan. saya manusia biasa. saya tak nak maafkan awak."

"tapi cikgu...saya betul-betul mintak maaf ni."

"..."

"saya betul-betul mintak maaf, cikgu."

"balik la dorm awak. saya tak nak maafkan awak. saya tak sangka awak akan cakap begitu sekali.balik la.saya tak akan maafkan awak."

"..." *sob*sob*

it ended there for that day. and i kept on trying to ask forgiveness from that particular teacher until my final day at koleq. i'm posting this not to show how bad the teacher was. neither wanna show how 'good' i was back then. it juz dat i wanna highlight the importance of maintaining a good relationship with teachers and beware of what u r saying coz sometimes it can affect others badly...

selamat hari guru, cikgu-cikgu

maafkan saya.

'policy maker'

tutur katanya tidak kaku kelu
geraknya tidaklah layu lesu.
nasihatnya ibarat ubi kayu
walau tidak nyata namun berisi gebu.
makan pakainya tidak beribu
cukup sekadar sedang-sedang itu.

cukuplah sekadar itu,
untuk aku definisikan seorang IBU,
menetap polisi, mengawal situasi.

-sELaMat HaRi IbU-

album| kenangan General omnibus

ipoh's kacang puteh

rain or shine, he will be here

in da bus (de' classico)

don't take the wrong one...it's 39, dude~

again, it's classic (da big clock), not the boyz

place: Ipoh bus station (old)
date: 14 mac 2009
source: my w302

rencah hidup rencam dunia

dihisap disedut seperti biasa
walau ada kalimah bahaya
merosakkan jiwa bikin sengsara
walau ada tambahan perisa
paru-paru, janin dan kaki juga.

tegar, aku tidak bisa berhenti
berhenti sekali, aku mulakan kembali
kali ini tidakkan berhenti
sampai mati.

may 4, 2009
dalam rumah ada orang

Pendidik Bestari :-P

I've read through the Pendidik Bestari 2009 (a government diary for Teachers in Perak) & I found some of the names that I've known during my school years. There are no longer in koleq, some of them are now working at PPD and some even being 'upgraded' to Kementerian Pelajaran :-) congratz to the following teachers :

1. En. Ahmad Khalid b Anjang Kassim
currently a Penyelia Penilaian dan Peperiksaan, PPD Kuala Kangsar
2. En. Ejazi b Yahya
currently a Pegawai Khas Ko-kurikulum, PPD Kuala Kangsar
3. En. Said b Manap
currently a Pegawai Pelajaran Daerah, Kinta Utara
4. En. Ahmad Badri b Abdul Manap
currently a Teacher at STAR, Ipoh
5. En. Shamsuddin b Mustapha
currently a Malaysian Prisons' Department Academic Sector head
6. Ayahanda Dato Hj Alimuddin b Mohd Dom (MCKK Principal 1999-2003)
currently a Ketua Pengarah Pelajaran Malaysia, KPM

I'm proud to be one of their students.
I'm delighted to know them beforehand.
I'm happy to know they are being promoted.
I know they will always be dedicated.
even though all of you might have forgotten me,
I will never forget all of you, CIKGU.

selamat hari Pekerja
tak lama lagi,
ada sambutan lagi,
untuk guru-guru
seantero negaraku :-)