September 1, 2003

"Usah dilaungkan semangat yang tiada penyokongnya,
usah dihormat orang hilang kehormatannya,
usah dicemuh tanpa usul periksa
usah bersungguh jika tak rela dikata."

hazwan hamdan
1 September 2003

rahasia

perlukah untukku beritahu
segala yang ada di langit
segala yang ada di bumi
segala yang ada di antaranya
sehingga segala rahasiaku bisa kau kaji?

renung anak mataku
baca isi mindaku
hayati degup jantungku
apakah bisa kau capai
segala rahasiaku?

rahasiaku tertancap kemas
dalam sanubariku
dalam diriku
dalam jiwaku
tiada cara dapat kau
peroleh rahasia diriku

namun,
jika rahasia ini
bukan lagi milikku,
kau dan aku
tidak lagi akan bertemu
kerana jika rahasiaku diketahui
aku hanya akan tidur kaku membatu

unknown

on my way to Ipoh,
I remain silence in the car,
I let my parents talk
ignoring the music, the radio
and the mumbling deejay.
thinking of my coming exam,
no doubt I don't even realize
my mother is asking me a question.
(she thought I was dreaming for someone)
Raining outside and along the way,
I start listening to the music, the radio
and the talking deejay.

~16 november 2005
~5.00pm

holiday

no class
no friends
no lecturers
no homeworks
only some revision
to be made
because the holiday
has come.

myHome

++ me and my editor

fell in love with my editor,
wrote a poem on her lips,
she replied me with another
entitled; " a rejection slip."

10/11/2005
10.11 am

s H e 3

dalam dunia yang mega kian sirna
aku mengerti
ada benar ada palsu
ada jujur ada pura-pura
dan dalam diri yang kian menyepi
aku kian menyendiri

10/11/2005
Library

++ bystander

she,
talks sweet when
the desired one
did not respond to her messages.
she,
dreams about me when
the desired one
busy with his assignments.
she,
promises me love when
the desired one
failed to keep promises.
she,
likes me only when
the desired one
is not the one who she desires
anymore.

kota bharu
6 nov, 2005
on the bus

s H e

she,
is just a friend of mine
same like all of you.
so,
do not confuse yourself
with anything else
as she,
even has stolen my heart
still I am not in hers.